a song I scribbled down this morning.
( Check it out )

Climb aboard, sweet Courtney,
We’re just about to set sail.
The anchor’s raised, the engine roars
Eager to take you to foreign shores.

I hope the voyage is long, but pleasant
A little unlike the time we shared.
Soon you’ll be gone, and I’ll be without,
Pregnant with disillusion and hopped up on doubt.

Courtney, you sly little fiend.
You hoodwinked me and butchered my ego.
Sophia told me this too shall pass.
And I’ll soon let go of the things I’ve amassed.

You won’t even need a lifeboat for this trip.
This baby’s on autopilot, slicing the ocean.
Don’t carry a map, don’t stress, don’t fear,
Travel every inch of this world, but never return here.

Courtney you held my hand and put on some blinkers.
And conned me into voting for you.
A secret smile starts to take over my face,
Knowing you’ll never come back to this place.

You taught me what it was to love
What was the real passion when the sunset came
You showed how it felt when a tender kiss was not enough
Your hands and lips were playing the exciting game
And it was funny to repent
Of all the crazy things that we had done
To feel how our happiness was coming to an end
To realize that I have missed the only one.

I've realized there are gaps
Between you and I

My feet are cold
I want you to wrap them with your feet
To show how
Our bodies perfectly merge
When we lie beside each other
At night

I've found the gaps
Your feet don't touch mine

little tea cup
paw prints and my
wrists are just to small to make
the band fit
what's the matter if it fits or doesn't fit
what is the difference

little girl wears big shoes dances on
her tip tip tippest tip toes
twirls around the coffee table
claps her hands and has some
cake and
combs her hair
and watches mommy do the dishes
turns up volume on the tv
falls asleep in daddy's arm chair
goodnight morning sweet pea sundays

I enter a home unlike any home. It is full of hate and combs and stars. There is a doe on the table. Her chest ripped open and stuffed with letters that were never mailed. I don't know what to think upon seeing this. I look away and cry. I choke on my vomit and crawl on the floor. Insanity has stricken my blind eyes. My third eye is unopened- sealed. No god can save me from this feeling. From this silent shock. I drown in my own shit. This is how I go.

Hey Guys!

Doing a few things right now and was wondering if anyone would be interested in a commission?? Here's some examples of my work.

( Pics of work behind cut.... )

WOW! I got a semi-apology from ImStuffedFur about the rude email I got. I was able to buy their remaining stock of SH-2 that I needed, but I still need 3-5 yards more! SO IF ANYONE HAS ANY THEY CAN SPARE!!! I AM IN DESPERATE NEED! (3rd one down in the burnt orange)

http://www.imstuffedfur.com/whatsnewpage3.html
SH-2
$22.00 per yard
Same as fur SH-1 except that the base color is a beautiful burnt orange.

ALSO, I froze out the undercarriage of my truck in this last blizzard & severely screwed up my 4 wheel drive thinking "Oh yea, I can totally make that!" Ya, well, I bottomed out & stuffed a bunch of (now) frozen snow inside of some rather important components. So I am selling some items to try and get up some extra money plus help pay for the fur I need if anyone has any!

I have some items on ebay (tails & hand paws)***priced to sell, but I will make a deal for people who want more then one*** I also have my first Fursuit Head I ever made. I'm sure she could use work to make the jaw move properly since it's only brads holding it in. She will fit a 24" head, but can be altered to fit larger or smaller quite easily since she has a mesh base that has already been adjusted once before from a smaller size. She has homemade X-mas ball eyes that give a follow me effect. The hand paws & feet paws aren't included! I used the paws for another suit & already ripped the feet apart (although if you want the slippers w/ the white still on them as pictured, you can have them) I might not sell it, but I would like at least $80 for it.

http://shop.ebay.com/drag0nfeathers/m.html?_nkw=&_armrs=1&_from=&_ipg=&_trksid=p4340

http://i64.photobucket.com/albums/h196/drag0nfeathers/Fursuiting/LavanderFox.jpg
http://i64.photobucket.com/albums/h196/drag0nfeathers/Fursuiting/100_1872.jpg
http://i64.photobucket.com/albums/h196/drag0nfeathers/Fursuiting/100_1883.jpg

If ANYONE has that SH-2 Fur PLEASE comment or contact me! *begs*

Apparently someone had a costume at a kia dealership.

last night was amazing
she thinks i stabbed her in the back
im not losing you again
she hates me no doubt

the girl code did not occur
she says i love you
i loved you first
she says good bye forever

so much drama for this day
she wants me to burn in hell
i still love you and it shall not fade
she says good bye and oh well

i wanted to cry 
she was
i told some lies
she doesnt love me, who does?

my best friends say they do
i think you do
mom does
dad, unfortunately, does

this has been the best day
even if i lost her along the way
i dont know what's gonna happen next
but i hope its with you and no one else 

2 puffs light headed
half gone i cant stand
all gone im gonna puke
i callapsed

you help me walk home
i hold on to my stomach
my mind keeps wondering
i hate this

we get to my house
i eat to calm my stomach
you feel bad
i feel sick

nicotene high i cant stand
real high i'd never be able to handle
getting addicted is not an option
i decide never again

So crscrafts is out of the white fox I need. Does anyone have half a yard or so they are willing to sell? I'm at 98032 zip. I need it ASAP. D:

Rusty survival
breathes heavily
and throws up its hands
in capitulation
while needs give way
to endless wants
(reason seems
to be almost extinct,
bleeding in the streets
and on the freeways
burning with effervescence
over its suffering)

I try to think back
to when we were young
and knew that the world
was ours
and the night was a sanctuary
that could not be desecrated
by anything we said
or did
but it seems so meaningless now,
with the light of years illuminating
it seems anything but sacrosanct

So dig
beneath your thoughts,
beneath your heart,
and find some new diamond
to glitter
in imitation of your Sun
(another distraction
for your lonely eyes)

In this frozen river
of melancholy
I mend another broken bone
and send another loose thought home
I bend myself
only to break

It feels like I've been asleep
for too many months
of this year
letting my eyes be pulled shut
by heavy thoughts
and tired inadequacies
(I'm perpetually reluctant,
constantly swept away
by the force
of my own desire)

isolation dissolves
every word I spoke,
still I hunger for something more
than what I have found
but all I seem to see
in the innumerable faces
is echoes and shame,
hidden as best they can

Yet,
I cannot believe this
I find in you
something substantial
and concrete
something that doesn't end
(you gracefully bend towards
then away
from me
like a tree
in the fickle wind)
you are beautifully imperfect
and I don't know what to do
with you

there is reason
to stand tall
and reason
to fall to the earth
in tomorrow
we'll carry on
to a way out
and bury what we're worth
(bury it
beneath the weight
of our own inadequacies)

If I were to create some really generic light weight balaclavas for sale, would folks be interested? They would be four way stretch milliskin (same thing I use for my custom body suits), and the seam would be securely serged. I Make them in one piece, so you can mark out your eyes and cut them to your specific shapes that you like. This allows for more coverage, and a better shape/fit because you are able to mark it based on your own facial structure. The fabric is nice as it does not run, and you can cut it without fear of fraying.

I've seen similar commercial ones for sale between $9 and $25 plus shipping. I'd be willing to make them for $8 including shipping. This will help me snag a little extra cash, as well as use up some of my scrap fabric that is too small for unitard construction.

I tend to wear mine "inside out" so that the seam is on the outside and away from the face. Any foaming or furring will hide this seam without trouble.


Right now I have a generic size that fits a little loosly on my tiny 21.5" head, and fits snugly and comfortably on my husband's 24.5" head.


Again, simple balaclavas for $8 including shipping ($9 outside the US).

Any takers?



Thanks for reading!

~Katie

You don't know me!
Hey!
You don't know me!
Who do you think you are?
Are you me?
Do you think you know me?
You think you know me?
You know me?
You don't know me!

I am he as you are he?
As you are me?
You are me?
You think you are me?
You?  Me?
You think you know me?
You don't know me!

Hey!  You!
I am me.  I am me!
You are not.

FINALLY finished my pet project Desoto, and he's up right now on furbuy!



http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1013615.html

Hello fursuit auctions. Wow.... I love this place. lol.
Anyways, Im considering selling two of my fursuit heads. One more then the other.
The first one, and my second head ever made, is an african wild dog: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3167899
If you want extra fur to go with the head, I have a good chunk of tan fur left that I probley won't use.... I would throw that in for a little extra.
Now, I don't know how to post pics.. so if you know, maybe a tip? :)
I have no idea what I would sell him/her for, its just the head.
If you would like to post up a price you think it would sell for, or would like to make an offer, please do! :)

Now, the other one, I probley won't sell. but I figured i would look at offers anyways. (needs cash to commission for fursuits) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3167744 This guy is a partial... but the feet paws kinda suck, and the handpaws have a hole(which can be patched up easy) I have worn the head once(well, twice technically) If I were to sell this guy, it would come with a tail, and handpaws.
Also looking for offers on him, though again, much less willing to sell him. Oh, and he is my first fursuit head ever. :) Let me know if you are interested in either, I can e-mail more pics to you... :D 

Edit:
As requested, some more pics of the AWD head.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3169331/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3169322/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3169345/

ALSO: Both head are made on an all foam base. The AWD has a moving jaw, the husky does not.
Both heads fit around a 23 inch head. The AWD has an issue where there is a smaller dent in the back of the head while being worn, an error in my making. I WILL add a small cute cowboy hat in free or charge. I can also look through my other hats if you don't want the cowboy hat.

Capture paradise,
I am gone
in the swelling of your spawn.

Singing anthems,
kiss goodbye;
hide the pain we have inside.

Catching whispers,
leave me be.
I'm keeping lies I want you to see.

Drag me down
and watch me fall;
I'll ignore the final call.

Keep me tied,
and remember me
for everything I wished to be.

So yeah, i'm opening up 2 partial spots starting at $250. If you are interested in a quote, email me at TTMaster3@aol.com or you can note me at Furaffinity.net/user/uhighlander. ALL information is on my website at swaysways.webs.com. I will also be taking small commissions for things like heads, tails, paws, feet, etc! (At low prices) If you have any questions feel free to ask, i'll post some pictures of past work here.. The suits I made in the past were made with LOW quality fur, and I will NOT be making anything else with that fur. I will be making it distinctivefabrics fur. Thank you! (This stuff is made with BAD fur! Yours will not be.) More pictures at Furaffinity.net/user/uhighlander